The whole 'Be A Star' journey will be ending soonz. Mixed feelings again...

Feeling sad that everything will be ending in 3 more days. I enjoyed every moment of it. Its a little preview of how its like being an artiste. We had 2 roadshow performance, one which i've mentioned and the other one on 24th Nov at Hereen. The second show was much more fun and not forgetting the group song that JJ and Ashley specially tailor-made for us. We did our share of studio recording for the group song too. Its weird hearing myself on cd haha... Although everyone have just one small part of the song, its the experience that matters. We also did an individual 30 secs video clip of us introducing ourselves which will be aired during the finals right before we sing our competition song. It feels funny speaking into the camera without any response from a live person haha... Well, it took me 2 takes to get the video right.

My confidence level have been a roller coaster ride recently. At times, I feel rather confident but more of the times, I would doubt myself and wonder how i got into the finals. There are a few very strong competitors, some with strong vocals and some with strong stage presence. I lack in stage presence and also my dress sense is kinda low as compared to the rest of the girls. Stupid thoughts have been running through my head. I would imagine myself being very much under-dressed as compared to the rest. Or, I would slip and fall on the stage... crazy me...

But overall, I'm feeling rather excited about the trip up to genting, the final showdown and of coz, the crazy photo-taking sessions with the rest of them. I will try to enjoy myself as much as possible.