Sunday, March 30, 2008

We were in the car, driving around aimlessly after sending his aunt back to TPY.

Then he decided that he wanted to go to CLEMENTI to buy some plants for his fish tank.

Him : go clementi k? I can show u the shop where I always buy my fish stuff from and also I wanna get some water plants for my tank.

Me : win liao lor... for ur fish, can go allllllllll the way to clementi. But for me, NIQQI special (which is also in clementi) is TOOOOOOOOOOOO FAAARRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Sianz... lose to some fishes...

He and his world of arowanas, plecos and catfishes. Where am I???

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Sometimes I wonder how many of my friends actually know about my blog and do visit it.

Drop me a line if u happened to pass by my new garden! haha
Man Utd THRASHED Liverpool!!!

I was at Lunar with Weicai watching the Hark competition/showcase. While watching the performance, I managed to catch glances of the match. I think I was more excited about the match than I was about the competition haha

The match was great! I was so excited when Liverpool was 1 man down haha... I knew Man Utd was going to kick Liverpool's butt. I would be happier if Chelsea had drawed with Arsenal instead of beating them.

Back to the hark competition, I was eliminated from the competition and therefore I get to watch them instead of competing with them on stage. It was nice to be the audience for the night especially when I could feel the tiredness and nerves from the remaining competitors.

Most of them did great, all of them improved. While watching, I suddenly had mixed feelings. I was kinda upset that I did not get another chance to prove myself on stage but on the other hand, I was rather glad to have been eliminated after watching the strong competitors on stage. I'm glad that I was eliminated quietly from the competition instead of facing it on stage.

I got a short 15min chance to the guest judge for one of the PK round. I really though Cherry have improved alot since the first week and would have been happier if she had won the PK.

Sadly, Tat Sin was eliminated in the end. He didnt do well for his PK round and therefore he was awarded rather low marks as compared to the rest. I believe it was nerves that got to him. He should have done much better but I guessed he was nervous as he was facing a very strong PK competitor and the band (YES!! them again!!) played his song slower than the original song.

After announcing that he was to leave the competition, he was asked to sing his PK song once again. But this time round, he did it very well! He was himself, relaxed and exactly the way he would have been. I was rather sad to have played a part for his elimination. Now, I can understand how judges feel when it comes to elimination.
I've changed my blogskin once again! haha.. And i'm loving it!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

I'm ready to pop out of my little bubble.

I just need a little push and maybe some alcohol will speed up the process even more...

hehe~

I'm BACK!!!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

I am very affected by some sudden unforeseen incident. I know its beyond my control but still it was a big blow to take. I've been too optimistic about it. I know its some external factors that resulted in this but I still cannot accept the fact that this is happening.

WHY ME?
Why did my best song turn out to be such a disaster?
Why did I have to be so affected by the band who played my song much slower than the original song?
Why didn't I try harder to to make it known to the drummer while singing?
Why did I have to get the lowest marks?
Why was I the one who had to go?
Why am I taking this elimination so hard?
Why can't I get another chance to prove myself better this coming week?

There so many different kind of emotions running thru my mind now. My thoughts are in a big mess...

I'm angry and really sad because...
~I blame the band
~I know I should have done something when I know the tempo wasn't right
~I did try to make eye contact with the band but he just didn't see me
~It was supposed to be my 'most confident song' but I screwed it up.
~I did not expect the elimination as we were told that there will be no elimination until much later
~I thought would be given another chance to prove myself but no, there is no more chance.
~My friends are expecting to watch my performance but I let them down.
~I know i'm much better than some of the other competitors

I'm so lost in this situation. I really have no idea why I am so affected. I am a optimistic person and therefore this should not get to me. I should be able to handle this like any other elimination. But no, its not going that way.

I've been to higher grounds and therefore this is a much harder fall to take. I'm refusing to pick myself up yet.

I really was looking forward to enjoying this event but now I'm suddenly feeling so aimless.

Please pardon me as I'll be hiding in my little bubble for awhile.