I'm F**king Angry!!

I'm going to write this in the colour that I hate most to make it clear that I'm really angry!!!

You guys can call me a sore loser or whatever, but I'm still going to blog this no matter wat...

Okie, I signed up for the Be A Star Competition and had my audition last nite. I sang Peggy Hsu's White Wedding which was the song that let me qualify for the Project Superstar's Top 100. Well, but this time round I had to sing with the mtv. Okie, in normal cases, we will not be asked to sing the whole song for auditions. So I only prepare half the song as I can't really hit the high notes at the end of the song.

I was happily singing the first half of the song and was expecting them to ring the bell. But they didnt!! So I had to carry on right through to the bridge of the song and try my best to hit the high notes. I did hit them but wasnt able to hold the one note that was long and high!! After finishing the song, the judge commented.

The guy commented that I chose the wrong song. He was saying that my voice and peggy's voice was very different. So I rebuked saying that 'then i will have my own style'. He nodded and said 'yah, right, but...' What the hell! Am I supposed to sound like the original singer?? Then make it a 'mo fang' singing competition lah! Or might as well listen to the original singer and forget about the whole competition!! If he have commented that I chose the wrong song becoz I couldn't hit the high notes, I would have agreed with him...

Next, he commented on my diction. He said that I didnt pronounced the words clearly. F**K! I have people praising me for my good diction when I sing, not once but many times! He should go dig his ears man! Its either he's deaf or he himself didn't have good diction and so he thought I pronounced them all wrongly! CRAP! He might as well give comments like.. "I think your nostrils are kinda too big.. sorry you dun qualify..." F**K!

CRAP lor.. give better comments and I don't think he's fit to be a judge...

Alrite, I'm done with my complaining.. and learnt my lesson of just preparing half a song for auditions... I duno whether I still wanna join any future competitions after this super bad experience...

No Ktv for the time being..